Going Crazy

Ok, I think that I am going crazy now. I have been so busy because school is almost over. I can't wait. I am going to take the summer off and try to relax. Well I will still have work but that is nothing. I love my job. I get to play with kids all day what could be more fun then that? Some exciting news from here Tuckers brother just got home from his mission to California. We were so excited that we got to see him. It was a happy/sad time. We were in Ramah to go to the funeral of Tuckers best friend Grandpa. He was like an adopted Grandpa to Tucker. I have had a hard time dealing with two funerals in one month. The hardest part is that both Tucker and I fall behind in school every time that we have to go out of town. I was nice though to pretend for just a few days that I didnt have any responsibility. I even got to sleep in that was so nice. I just cant wait for the three weeks to go by so that school will be out and I wont have to worry about all of the papers that I have to write and all of the tests that I have to take. I will finaly get a break. It might postpone my graduation but that is ok with me. One good thing about being busy is that I dont really have time to think about how lonely that I am down here. I have a few friends. I guess you could call them that. They are the wives of Tuckers friends. I just wish that I could make my own friends. You know the ones that you actully feel like they want you to be there and not like you are in the way. I guess that I just really miss all of my friends that really were my friends. You know the kind that actully come over to YOUR house and act like they want to see you and hang out. Sorry I am just venting but you know I miss the old days. Well I have to go.